school is killing me ! sadly speaking, i think i've lost my interest in it. i don't know why. perhaps, i find my course so darn boring or maybe due to the fact that i don't even understand the littlest thing about programming or Java-related stuffs at all, and to which i sucked big time. it dampened my spirit to soar any further, you know. i'm giving up. it's true ! i kept forcing and telling myself that i could do it, when i never will. i tried to bear with it but, none would deny that i do have limits to it. maybe, computer networking stuffs whatever shit is just not my thing. i totally regret choosing this course, totally ! i thought it would be fun, but... mistakes are just inevitable. screw it !
furthermore, i hate the fact that the number of malay students in this course are sooooo countable, get what i mean ? i'm not trying to sound racist here but, seriously, why are the chinese population keep expanding and in fact, conquering nearly every parts of Singapore ? i'm just not happy with it. =( ! therefore, a point to note for the fading malay population...
COME ON !
MAKE MORE BABIES ! ! !
HELP OUR FUTURE GENERATION,
FOR GOD'S SAKE !
but of course, i didn't mean for y'all to have it like the "haram" way, shotgun marriage or whatnot. for those who already had the all-in-all rights to have one, please produce more of it. why stick to one ? or two ? 12 per family, can !? haha~ i know i'm being ridiculous. durh ! but seriously, malay population in Singapore is indeed dying. and we've got to do something out of it, right ? urgh !
and i hate rich, spoiled brats ! they grosses me to the core. on the other hand, i'm such a big fan of sexy lingeries ! fancy, looking at them and desiring to have one of those. HAH ! soon, i guess.
i'm so emo-fied tonight ! off to have some nice, tender sleep. but, not for long 'cause i've got to wake up early in the wee hours to help my umi with the preparations for the family meeting tomorrow, at my house. it's lucky that i have to work at 3 or i'll be dead trying to cope with the boredom-ness, like the whole day, seriously. =/
till other times y'all. and omg~, i'm writing a composition without even realising it. haha~ oh wells...
Labels: emo-fied