hellooOO~ peeps!!!...OMG, seriousli oni god noez hw much i miz u guyz >_O haha!...itz been sooo damn long since i last blogged bout anything possible here tat i cant even remember wen exactli was tat...tatz hw bad ma S.T.M is wakaka!...ooopppzzz ma bad!...oh wells, here i am to write to u guyz bout sum' tat had been kinda or in one wae or another, botherin/buggin me lateli...please do tell me tat im strange or weird or watever coz honestli, u guyz...
AT ALL!!!
i dun realli noe or unsure to be specific on whether i'm born 100% normal in ma hollow head here or otherwise coz frankli speakin, hu hates hari raya rgt?!...derz new clothes to wear + a whole lotsa happy faces visitin each other + delicious hari raya dishes to gobble at + an increase in our pocket money/income like nobody's business esp wen we're still kidz...it is supposed to be an enjoyable dae 4 evlone in 'e malay community...so y 'e hell m i feelin this wae...-???-...another 10 more remainin daez 4 'e puasa-ing season to end...n im gettin busier each passin second...derz nvr a single dae tat i will not hear these wrdz, "azimah! mop 'e floor!", "azimah! sweep 'e floor!", "azimah! clean 'e toilet!", "azimah! wash 'e dishes!", "azimah! HELP ME HERE 'W ALMOST EVERYTHING!"...im like 'e oni one whom she can depend on to help her 'w those stuffs coz ma 2 broz, haizzz, seriousli derz juz not a single wrd tat cud easily describe 'em...coz they're simply much more worse than "lazy" itself...rgt nw ma whole body is achin due to bein too exhausted n ma brain is explodin, bein too filled 'w angst and an unconditional urge to rebel...n these is all due to hari raya tatz drawin near coz all she wanted was a prickly clean, spick n span kinda house...i can't help it but to complain coz in me, derz oreadie a split personality where half 'o me keep saein tat nvm, u wun lose a thing helpin ur own mum huz old n gettin older or watsoever it is...on 'e other hand, ma other half keep influencin me to rebel n show her wat im realli made of...tat im still too young to do all these house chores stuffs coz seriousli, itz nt like im gettin married nw rgt tat i have to realli noe hw to handle 'em or so tat is...but strangeli, despite 'e hatred 'o doin 'em...i chose to keep quiet all along coz i noe hw tirin it is to do all those stuffs n honestli, i wudnt want ma mum to bear/struggle 'w all 'o it like i did alone...there must be a fair share 'o work to be done...she had hers while i had mine...bout ma broz...i seriousli do not noe wat to sae...itz juz 'e case on whether they had 'e heart to help or simply otherwise...im getting sick 'o 'em...oh wells, s long s deep inside 'o me, i noe tat somedae, somehow, all these hard work, or "trainin" i shud sae will benefit me in one wae or another, be it in the future, nw or both respectiveli...so long s ma mum is happy, satisfied n grateful to have a daughter like me...tatz fine 'w me n tatz all i wanna c while im still alive...=))!!!
n oh yeah...i designed ma own signature!!!...sooo.....frm nw onwardz, after ma every post/entry tat i wrote...i'll place ma sig there as well so tat u guyz wont confuse urselves on hu exactli wrote tat particular entry since derz like 2 person hu owns tis blog rgt n tat is me n ma beloved az...therefore tis sig holds a very significant purpose tat is to differentiate btwn us s in 'e form 'o identification...well, tis is mine.....
pretty obvious rgt?! haha!...n i noe it looks a bit lame lah kan...al-maklumlah tkder adobe photoshop or watsoever it is...sooo i oni use PAINT but still, im impressed maself 'w 'e result!!...kinda unexpected in some sense haha! *winks*...sooo yeah, tatz bout it i guez...i'll blog again wen i had 'e tym aite (^^;)!...love y'all to bits n pieces!